ashleyloveyou

i miss u even u r just rite beside me.. i miss u even so much for no reason.. i cant believe i get so jealous when u looking at other gurlz.. i cant believe i get so jeolous when u talking to other gurlz i cant believe i just tears when i get so jealous.. i promise to myself that i will let u go..but i just cant.. coz i really love u so much..no one going to understand what im going through now.. only GOD know me well n understand what im going through.. so cant blame others for not understand what i feel.. coz they r not even me.. thatz why i never blame them for talking useless thing to me.. bcoz we r different..who going to understand a gurl that have a bad past.. WHO going to understand n know how to help u in all this..is all in ur hand..no one going to help u.. u got no rite to stop others to love others but not u.. no matter how jealous i am..did he going to know if i din told him? the answer is NO!! and he is not going to understand how i feel like why he is n...

i feel much better after i cry for the whole night..i really thankz GOD that i stay strong..i learn something from his word which preach by my cg leader..she's the BEST!! GOD word are just so amazing..with HIS word..i believe u can growth not only in spiritual BUT in faith TOO!! AMEN!! im just so glad to have HIM as my spiritual FATHER!!in HIM,i find a home. In HIM, i find peace in my heart. In HIM,i find glory and many thing..i believe HE always choose the best for me..^^ thankz LORD!!!

thankz god for loving all this while..no matter how down u r..u still will up up to the hill by his love.. like me..donno how many time i have been hurt by my love one..last time a guy say break up by telling me it just temporally..and he will back to me..but it end up he got another gf after few week later..NOW,a guy that i love break up after we started for 2 days with the reason he got no financial to support me..n i accept that reason..he make a promise with me that night that he will be back to me after 3 month..TODAY! he told me that he tot i forgot bout it dy..he say he felt so stress when i mention bout it..1 word i can say NOW is im not going to believe any promises by anyone!!it just so hurt when u say u really like other gurl..n it was the person i know..!! im just so HURT!!BUT i still wan to thanks GOD for preparing my heart from getting so hurt..HIS love is ever truth..i will learn how to growth stronger in his grace!! thankz god for loving me so much!!

For all of the time that i tried for your smile For making you think that i was worth the while So your love love love love love would be mine For sending you flowers and holding your hand That no one was there to take a stand But then love love love made us blind And I’m so sorry that I hurt you Sorry that I fell through Sorry i was falling in love with you I’m sorry that it came true But sorry doesn’t turn back time For all that i have done to you I wish that i could make it right So sorry that i loved you Sorry that i needed you Sorry that i hold you tight And I’m So sorry for... Making you love me and saying goodbye For being the one that taught you how to cry It was love love love and it passed us by For giving you every thing that you dreamed For taking it back when i fled the scene sorry love,for wasting your time And I’m so sorry that I hurt you Sorry that I fell through Sorry i was falling in love with you I’m sorry that it came true But sorry doesn’t turn back time For all th...

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好期待3个月后的我们哦！！^^ 今天的你有像我一样的那么想念你吗？ 今天迟上班老板有对你怎样吗？ 你要记得我一直都会在这里等你。 不管发生什么事，我都会在这里陪着你。 知道吗？ 神啊！！ 我求你给我们这个力量度过这个难关， 我求你与我们同在。 AMEN!!